+qu'hier -que demain....。

Its nothing new, just thinking about stuffs again.

Sometimes, the reason we cry, its not because we are sad or anything.

It just seems to be the right place and time to do it.

And by not doing it, it makes us inhuman.

Or at least we think we should be crying.

Cry just to show. Cry not for others, just to satisfy yourself.

just to make yourself feel better, not others.

well, i am back in singapore, nth exciting happened anyway.

my flight is on 11th, reached sg at about 10pm at night.

just as i thought i would be able to sleep on my bed again.. something happened.

my mum left the windows open. and it rained, my bed is totally wet haha so i had to sleep on the wooden plank itself

for 2nites. my back hurts lol. guess thats due to my old age.

 

anyway met up wif my old buds, pretty fun, haha

went to have supper at newton food court, the oyster omelette is awesome..

cause its 3am in the morning , so the nicer stalls closed,

ordered, 1huge ass hokkien mee, 4sugar cane, 1stingray, and.. lala? forgot the name.

want to order chicken wings, but sold out. Orz

i am so gonna be freaking fat again.

yesterday meet up wif my secondary school friends. most of them are serving the army so.. not many ppl turn up.

haha went to eat thai express... honestly i think melb thai food is so much better than sg thai food.

starting to miss melb.

 

anyway some of you guys are in KL now~ have fun!

hope to meet up wif yall soon. haha

 

short update, gotta go eat somemore. LOL gg

 

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well, i guess its really hard to say goodbye.

today lotsa ppl leaving melbourne.

michelle ashley vincent wymun katrina huayu...etc etc

anyway.. not really in the mood to write abt all these now.. 

not the kind of emoness that i need to express through writing something..

 

anyway... guys. have a nice and safe trip now.

see you guys in other parts of the world soon.

 

gonna miss yall. and hush to whoever cried hahaha.

take care..

cant sleep.. lots of things on my mind once again.

was reading soMeone's blog, then.. saw her older entry regarding relationships and stuffs..

i dont know if i am just too negative about things.. so decided not to leave comments there.

 

its easy to fall in love, but hard to stay in love.

i  think maintaining it is the hardest part,

the will or desire to be with someone sometimes just blindes people..

maybe it would hurt more, if it didnt stop at where it was..

i've got hurted quite badly too, maybe thats the reason why i turned "emo"

cause.. i really dont believe that time heals everything..

i still believe that time only made us get used to the pain..

until one day, you are so used to it being there.. u thought its gone..

maybe its just me being negative.

 

getting hurt is just part of love, not most of it, human work such a way that..

we usually only remembers bad things.. what about the good things?

don't give love a judgement yet, give it another chance. give it another try.

belive again, have faith again.

you'll find someone just like you.. who wants to see a happy ending, who would pay anything to see a happy ending.

 

because it hurts, you will know how precious it is to give and to receive, to love and to be loved

because it hurts, you will know what not to do to your love ones or other people, cause you know just how lousy it feels to be betrayed, to be cheated... etc

because it hurts, you know that you have tried your best...

 

as messy as it can get.. love is still beautiful..

its a beautiful mess

 

i will be patient, for its real.

 

no mood to study, lol

damn Gg,

still got 2paper to be completed by today, zzz

my sg visa still not sure if i can get on time, sian.. to the max